When all of the hater gather around together with another hater, they gonna make a group of haters. When all of the winner gather around and beat the hater, there are no more hater left on this world.
And when someone screams
"FUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCKKKKKK !!!!"
from the place his stand on, he did not feel the magnificence of the world according to his views.I read a book start from the cover until the last summary. I see the world that I lived on while I feel another world that I breathe on.
I try too hard to push myself into the limit in order to escape from the reality that tells me that I'm useless just because I can't reach what I want. Meanwhile, everyday story always changes. Sometimes, I can be what I want. Sometimes, I ruined my day. Sometimes, I feel that someone (someone doesn't always mean a person (women or man) it could be angel or anything else) comes to me and said "YOU GOTTA GET A BETTER LIFE IF YOU COULD UNDERSTAND YOUR OWN LIFE". But how ?
Here I wanna share something : In the night I was down (doesn't matter when it is or how could it be) I think I didn't walk on the way I create for my own life. Because in my opinion, I've never get myself wake up from a dream that I was fall into.
I'm still thinking that the world is a strange, round, but unfair.
I can't get what I want.
I can't create at least one new chapter of the story.
I can't prove to myself that I'm just a kid with a billion dreams.
I can't stop saying "I can't"
Let injustice rule the world, and stay that way.
Two had disappeared in the same and I didn't wish them to come back.
They just give an empty jar then they left it in front of me, on the table of hope.
Beside them, far far away before them, same things happened. Always happened.
Until I didn't want to recognized the person who was brought the jar.
And when I write this I can't think about the grammar and anything else because I don't care. I'm just want to write, write, and write.
Then, I feel I wanna write this : "ENOUGH FOR ALL OF THIS SHIT !! EVERY PERSON JUST LIKE A BOSS WHO CONTROLLING MY LIFE. THEY COME, AND THEN THEY GO. HELLOGOODBYE. WITHOUT ANY REASON WHY, THEY SHOULD CREATE A CREW CONSIST OF EVERY PERSON WHO DOESN'T WANT TO SHARE WHAT WERE THEY DO BEFORE THEY LEFT. AND I SHOULD CREATE MY OWN ARMY TO SHOW HOW SERIOUS AM I WHEN I ASKING WHY".
They do the same thing. Seems like they ever meet before and planned this. What a joke.
I would never see the world smiling to me while I write a song about it.
Do you know that my phone's password is fool ? So you can see anything inside my phone. When you realized that there's nothing because one night before, I had to clean it.
See what people do everyday, hear what they say everytime.
Reality makes me killed myself, not the mosquito. For sure.
Wish this new year makes life faster and help me to find the remote from click .
Now I really really want to say every single profanity from every part of the world.
Hear the bells ringing, like i've been called to heaven.
Hanya masalah yang didapati selalu mengikuti kehidupan ini.
Never mind.
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