Two steps to the left, Two steps to the right

Seven steps North, 
Seven steps South, 
Twenty steps East, 
Twenty steps West 
then you will see
the X sign
which is the first place 
where
you 
stand.


When you try to keep walking, where ?
When you try to moving on, how ?
When you try to speak, what ?
When you try to ask, why ?
When you try to suicide, when ?
When you try to fight, who ?
Then,
When you try to have a peaceful life,  where is the place ?
                                                             how can you make it happen ?
                                                             what will you do ?
                                                             why did you do that ?
                                                             when will you start the first step ?
                                                             who gonna lead you ?
                                                             or,
                                                             who will you blame for what has happened ? 


I am glad to thank for every plan they make to ruin my life